khykhy’s Blog

have i ever mentioned that “my inbox is full of his messages”? okay i wont hide a thing anymore. it came from him. i’m pretty sure everybody knows who i’m talking about. i never deleted those sweet texts. i also put effort writing all those EXACT words on my memories notebook. crazy, you think? my full inbox had been the cause of the never ending hanging of my cellphone, broken phone memory and the like which leads to its destruction. last night was when i finally decided to empty my inbox. i had already tried it for so many times but i failed to do so. it seemed hard for me to finally let go of all my memories of him. i was so sleepy last night but i sure know what i’m doing. i clicked “mark all” then before i could click “delete all marked items”, i thought hard, my hands trembling. i closed my eyes and finally clicked it. i waited for my eyes to sleep so i couldn’t blame myself anymore. i slowly opened my eyes and saw the messages slowly being deleted. i didn’t shed a single tear. i held my cellphone tightly and waited patiently for me to sleep. now all that i can mention is my inbox“‘was once full of his messages”. i felt that my feelings are slowly turning to dust, vanishing in the air, and this is one of the 1st steps..one of the 1st steps in moving on

happy birthday arnold! the real plan is that only the boys of our section will celebrate with him. but early in the morning, our section went to arnold’s house. but before that, sam and i went to see each other at jollibee kalinisan. then we both went to our section’s meeting place, 7 11 pulanglupa. we went to the condominium where arnold lives. in suddenly remembered my deceased grandfather because we also owned one room of a condominium back to the story, arnold’s place was small but tidy. my attention was so caught by his younger chubby sister, ara. she’s so cuuute! i also got a glimpse of his other younger sister and i find her beautiful his mother is the usual lovable kind. i ate chocolate cake and baked mac. oh its sooo yummy! i should have taken another round but it seemed like i’m already full. aww…haha! we sang songs using their videoke. venice and i always had a duet. later on, we went to sm southmall to watch 2012. the normal cinema was already full so we had no choice but to watch in the 2D cinema. it was just 1pm and the show will start at 3pm so we decided to go separate ways for a while. our group went to quantum to have a good time. we were able to go to the cinema on time. there was a long line outside. we were in a hurry to go inside. i was so excited. the thing that disappointed me is that i thought there will be 2D glasses for us to wear but there was none. the movie was great! the effects seemed really true! it frightened me. haha! i recommend all people to watch the show only in the cinemas and not in dvd’s. it will be much appreciated and understood after watching, arnold treated us food at mcdonald’s. we took out the food and ate at the food court. we rode a bus to go to zapote. before we go home, venice, sharmaine, and i had a misunderstanding with sam. but we’re okay now i think still, i wasn’t able to accompany sam and marianne to go home. venice and i went to mercury drug store to buy chuckie. venice has been craving for it since morning! think of that. haha! i got home by myself. i had a headache. happy birthday ult arnold!

its already 9pm and i just came home! we were on our way home when selina thought of going to stephanie’s place. it excited me since it will be the 1st time that i will go to their house. hey, grab the chances! at 1st, we were thinking of something to do. we planned to eat macaroni which i will cook. before we could, steph’s mother came in. she really scared us!!! she has a loud voice and some harsh words. but in the end, she seemed fun at all haha! she kept on eavesdropping on what we are talking about. she is also caring because pinaghimay na kami ng hipon. yhey! ^^, we ate delicious fish and japanese rice. i found it very very yummy! later on, we went to steph and ericka’s room. there we started chatting. steph easily opened up her secrets to us. we talked almost all about our lovelives. it really made me sad to hear her stories and also remember mine aww..but that’s okay. its undeniably nice to do flashbacks, right? steph accompanied selina and i until we found ourselves a jeepney to ride on. we bed goodbye and enjoyed the precious time

october 26, 2009 was my good friend, lhouie mhar’s birthday. i went to their house with patricia mabale. we were the first to go there. he even fetched us from 7 eleven pulanglupa because we don’t know how to get to their house. next to come were his barkada, PNE. i know them well, but not too much. at first, we felt out of place. we don’t know what to say or do. good thing migs is there we watched “wrong turn 5″ but as we go on, we paid less attention to the movie. slowly came the maxifam and the other seniors. i can say that we felt more comfortable with the guys, not the girls. we don’t know why? haha it was the first time i’ve spent time with those guys and i can clearly say that they’re fun to be with. nag-enjoy ako. kahit wala akong masyadong masabi we played ps2, ate delicious food, talked, laughed…they even prepared a magic trick for everyone who comes to the place. it really makes someone laugh his heart out loud. when we were inside, they kept on taking stolen shots. i looked real weird on my pictures. hahaha! i wanna say thank you to philip for being so good to us and to migs for being there for us. also to the birthday celebrant who kept the beat going thank you rin kila diego at mikee sa paghatid samin ni tricia pauwi. its a one experience i’ll never forget

gee, it is already monday yet some of my friends are still greeting me a belated happy birthday. for example, tristan. he’s been greeting me all day! my birthday is really a big buzz! i feel loved by the people around me. i thank God for having them. this day, cherdette and i went to SM bacoor to buy materials for our guitar project in music. cool! another bonding moment for us best enemies haha! we had a good time chit-chatting, window shopping, eating, and everything! why is it that every time we go together, we hav no camera??? aww…i guess i just have to treasure this all in my heart thank you cherdette for accompanying me! you’re such a good friend!

look! i actually, seriously,

never worn an anklet before!

i’m not really into that kind of stuffs.

i’m pertaining to accessories

this is kenneth valle’s gift for me.

probably the first one.

when it comes to things like these,

i appreciate the thought of people.

that’s why i give importance to whatever they give me

i’m currently wearing this.

hope it will last!

i have to admit its small and shouldn’t fit me at all.

buti nalang mahaba yung lace.

kinakaya ko nalang itali lagi ng sagad. haha!

he also considered my all-time favorite color.

thank you to my all-time crush!

this is bianca camille’s first gift for my 15th birthday.
some may say that it looks cheap,
but who cares?
its my gift, not yours, drama queen i find it very soft and cuddly
that i hardly can’t stop myself pinching it over and over!

its not the end yet.
this one’s her 2nd goft for me.
aww…my heart smiles early morning, bianca was already excited for me to open this one.
it made cherdette and me wonder what’s inside.
who knows? its gift wrapped! she already said a long time ago that it was going to be eeyore,
but the wrapped gift was…kinda strange it looks like something fragile is inside, but bianca shooked her head.
it looks like some kind of liquid is inside. haha! i just opened it in the jeepney
when we were on our way to kfc.
it was an adorable eeyore keychain
and a cologne.
so much for being curious! thank you bianca!

gud eve,happy bday….more bdayz 2 come,priorities ur study 1st n ur family continue kiping up d gud work,ur future lies n your hand,godbles nyt2 kua khel po